THEY'LL LEAVE ME

So they'll leave me, I excuse.. because their obviously bored,

needed more, plus I'm a whore its true.

But I wouldn't call it abandonment issues!

I'd call it an issue with everyone else having this "off" switch for love, when mine is unconditionally uncomfortable.

I have an issue with needing people who need me, cause the people I fix is the reason I'm loveable.

After all my worth is held in every individuals thoughts but my own and my actions could never be from the seeds I've sown.

See, I have a hard time looking at the world as a big grey mass when I experience heroes and villains everyday, and still have no idea where that leaves me.

While everyone happily lives in the grey.. cowards are all I see.

I pride myself in being open minded when really I don't believe in anything at all.

That's what happens when everything you've believed in crumbles then falls.

But I'm brave, I'm a hero, I'm unstoppable! Cause I brushed the dirt off? Truth is no matter how hard you scrub there will still be spots.

So I use make up, cause a break up, at least I'm beautiful when chaotic.

So we face up, as you lace up, screaming " You're fucking psychotic"!!!

And maybe, I'm crazy but only in the saddest ways.. like laying in bed for 7 straight days.

I don't wanna hurt you, I want to love you, don't you see it in my eyes.

I want to nurture, just hug you, QUICK before I  lose my pride!

Don't be scared of me I'm harmless, and your the hero in my mind. But proceed with caution, don't mess up, or your the villain for life.

So they'll leave me I excuse, they're obviously bored, needed more, plus I'm a whore its true...

But I wouldn't call it abandonment issues..